Still Distraught

I have a doctor at my hospital who is exactly like Conrad. Moody, but people like him because once in a blue moon he’s in a good mood and that’s enough to fill some people’s buckets.

Today’s shift was not it for me. I stayed up way too late with some other jellys on discord pretty much just grieving the direction the show went with all of this and I got on my shift at 4:30 am and Dr “Conrad” is on my case, arrogantly correcting my needlework and brooding in the breakroom.

I just know that however happy belly was the ONE DAY he was in Paris and clearly just uncharacteristically manic, my Doctor is the man she will end up with in time.

Anyway, I wasn’t able to focus all day and definitely was half assing every case I was on with the Doctor.

Just finally got out of the ER and gonna draw a bath and have some wine. I think I’m wayyyyy too old to care this much about a kids show. I feel embarrassed for caring this much but idk.